Friday, June 08, 2007

WHY

Sometimes girls make you act like you never thought you'd act before...

All I ask is that you read through this entire poem before passing judgment, I started to write it when I was angry and then finished when I was depressed. The beginning may contain a few lines that only express my anger at the time, but most of this holds true about the girl I love now and forever more.

I still love her...


WHY

I've been tried and I've been lied
I've been caught and I've been forgot
but girl i still want to know...how much do you love me?

ooo i thought we could never be apart
ooo i thought I'd always have your heart
ahh i wanted to hold you forever
ahh i wanted to be without you never

ooo i trusted you till the end
ooo you could've been my best friend
ahh you broke my trust and lied
ahh i can never believe you if i tried

i've been tried and I've been lied
i've been caught and I've been forgot
but girl i still want to know...do you still love me so?

ooo i could forget everything for you
ooo girl, for you i would make it all come true
ahh why did i have to be so blind
ahh in my arms, it's you i want to find

ooo if i could have one more chance
ooo to hold you in with my hands
ahh i would give the world for you
ahh girl, for you i would make it all come true

i tried but at least i didn't lie
i caught but at least i wasn't forgot
but girl i still want to know...do i still have a chance?

ooo i realize all my mistakes
ahh i feel the pain you take
ohh if i could turn back time
ahh you would be mine

because...
i would have never hurt you
maybe all i wanted was you
to love me a little more
to tell me it was for sure
whatever way i put it
it wasn't you it was me
I'm just too blind to see
your inner beauty
how you light up the room
and everything would be perfect
if only you could be there forever
but i took it for granted
i should have never started
for i knew one day
you would only walk away
now i stand here alone thinking
if i could only have one more chance...

how things would be different...

I would tell you every day I love you
and I would mean it like I mean it now

I would compliment something new
every time I lied eyes on you

I would never act like a fool or play around
but instead listen to you and your charming sound

I would rather walk with you and talk with you
instead of kiss with you and lay with you

I would wait for weeks just to see you
and wait for hours just to hug you

Because...
It would all be worth it for you
if I could I would give up the world for you
i would turn back time for you
i would change myself for you
I would do anything you asked me too

because...if there's one thing i can't live without... it's you

but I'll never have another chance
I'll never take another glance
I'll never be able to make it better
I'll never correct my mistakes
I'll never show you how much I care
I'll never be able to...but if I could then I would

I would give you all you deserved
I would be the boyfriend you needed
I would make you happy as can be
I would understand your feelings for me

but I will never be able to...but if I could I would

because...
you said it was the last time
you said never again
you said not another chance
you said...

but it doesn't matter to me, I still love you anyway


So tell me, do I speak for all guys in this poem? Or am I that much different?